Before they go the pretty chick smiles wide at me and says “By the way Ilove your shirt. Is that one from Wherever, the collection with the rips and stains? I want one so fucking badly but they’re all sold out, goddammit!” I shrug at her and say, “It’s ketchup.”
I’m not sorry I met you.
I’m not sorry its over.
I’m not sorry there’s nothing to say.
But I still miss you.
Not satisfied in unemployment lines,
me thanking the divine because spitting rhymes paying for my dining,
my boarding,
hoarding poetry like calories waiting to fatten me up in the
winter.
Storing lines like pennies hoping to cash in my jar because
the Nothing Generation
appreciates art.
We know there’s nothing like artistic expression to get you
through economic recessions.
I have decided to get the Lumix LX3!!!! With it, I can post pretty pictures that I can take with baby or cht or other pals!! Hence, the times where photos of me are grainy/bad quality are only transitory okay! Hahaha, yeah, so high chance that my photos will > yours anyday! Okay fine, actually it’s cause I totally had to get a new camera!!! Like I checked previously, my last album that I uploaded on facebook was like, 9 months ago!?!?!….(yeah wtf i know right) And okay besides the obvious reasons like how some people who’ve stepped into my life may like step out at some point in time, I should take photos with them so that I can log into fb at a golden age of 70 and look at the people I was close to, and how they’ve changed! Okay, my words are how thought-provoking i know… hahahah okay probably sounding a little inappropriate as I’m getting over melodramatic in this context…uh okay you get the picture.
Went to watch The A-team with marcus last night, was a little too action-mama for me. All that U.S army and bullets and heavy weapons….ahhh..the things I do for him(: Hmmm halfway while walking with him along the streets, it suddenly came to me that we’re quite a colorful mix! (haha just saying randomly) Sigh, he is now in some annoying overseas camp, and I miss him real bad :( Talking to him over the phone every night until I sleep, has became a daily routine. I’m now fallible. Sometimes you know I feel that you’re actually wiping my past unhappiness off, and painting over the ugly parts. I thank God for you in my life. <3 Hm okay actually you’re only gone for like about 20 hours and it’s constantly draining me out to know he’s not around, the damage is now revealing the cost of this relationship(: Or like they always say, absence makes the heart grow fonder….(lame.cliche only.boring~you suck.) Hahahaha as you can see, I’m freaking bored out of my ass. And I’m sorry for being so irrational last night, I hate the things I do to you at times. :( I will make it up to you on saturday!!! (this is one way I can redeem myself heehee!)
On a different level, caregroup was pretty awesome today! *insert wide grin!*
Loved the songs of worship and tbh I kinda nearly teared. :/I like how everyone just quieten down for that peace and serenity and just close their eyes, and sing, and worship God wholeheartedly, crossing those lines of invisible nothingness, and just sing of His love. That feeling is perpetually overwhelming and indescribable. This is an indulgence in the heart <3
Well, I’m not alone. And I’m thankful to God for tiffany for all the mini personal bible study sessions, which spoke biblical truth into my life, that helped me to know God better. And through this spiritual battle of mine each and every day, I hope to keep this childlike faith that I have now for forever.
And yay! (: I’m looking forward to meeting the bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbf tmrw for stayover!!!!!!! :D Heehee, and of course church service and marcus on saturday!!
Here’s two interesting anagrams!!
Organic Chemistry = Groin Cancer Is Myth
Energetics Kinetics = Sick Teen Is Erecting
Tiny vessels 