Take time to go outside and smell the flowers.

I think I’m quite in a damn bad mood now.

So I prolly will portray some mood swings here and there, because I just slaughtered my neighbor’s dog by accident. (Just kidding, or am i not :) I’m mysterious like that..) OK screw that. Anyway, just to update a little, I actually have an occupation now and my point here is I’m contributing to the society, I’m being a useful person, I’m earning my keeps, I’m providing for myself (ok i do get some allowance still..), I’m no longer under the category of voluntary unemployment(which does not make unemployment rate go down..but really, whatever.)

OK and going to work is quite a mini cheap thrill cos I get to meet so many kids (Yes, I’m a serial child killer, kidding you I am!) And it gets fulfilling when the kids actually do understand something I drilled into their little minds, I feel this adrenaline moving through my veins……….. okay damn tired I am. And I don’t have to spend a lot of time trying to make myself look good enough to be appearing in public, because the kids obviously don’t/won’t care. (And there’re no hot male teachers.)

Okay another level, I’m really considering buying the Wii game cause there’s Dance Dance Revolution(Is this true love?Imagine the possibilities of me doing a somersault or breakdancing on the mat!) OK cause I played with the guitargang at Shaun’s place this afternoon in his rather animalistic and cosy(damn straight it is) zone… I’m kinda hooked to it. And okayyyy the other games look pretty…decent too. (SO GONNA GET IT!!!! HELLYEAAAAAAA ^^) Nah I won’t get it, I’m too busy and preoccupied/occupied with tangible and intangible stuff, going on in my head and going on in my real life. (What am I talking about??)

(OMG I hate this post, it’s like a whole truckload of bull shit.)

Sigh, and I can’t believe even your virtual existence could affect me this much. The way you patronise me, the blatant means to ignore me, the very obvious(but I act oblivious) way you just pretend I have never played an important part of your life, they all really do cut me just the very way you did.(several times I say) Sorry but this is killing me real bad since the very first word of this post, so it led the misguided me to unleash this huge torrent of sadass, depraved, and meaningless rant, which will then set everyone into this abyss of boredom that just annoys you to no end just like this sentence is gonna be……. not.

Out.

(What the heck, I just blogged for the sake of typing something into this space)